11/25/09

:: ALLAH IS ENOUGH FOR ME ::

Dear Allah,

I feel sadness again today...
coz here I am, meshing up the garden again...

I try to talk about you like a crazy woman in love again...
but... they don't understand...
if they do... they don't really like to hear

Dear Allah...
I feel so secure and save with You
My heart is bleeding in misery of missing You every minutes
I whisper Your Name in every single breath I took....

I can't help it...
I can't hold my tongue from saying Your Greatness to me....

I feel bad when I talk about You and no one listen...
I feel so bad that those people will think that I am a hypocrite....

I am so afraid...if I've done something wrong to You......

I am so into You... and so few people can understand....

Dear Allah,
when they start to stop hearing me...
I go quite... and locked my self inside my little garden...

I better be alone to always whispering Your name...
I like it better when I cry because of You
I like it a lot when I wrote things about You...

Here I am, trying to be with You always...

Is there any word "Too Much!" on loving You??
If there is... Please forgive me, for I don't want to make You Mad....
If there is none, Please let me sink in this ocean of Loving You.....

Is it wrong dear Allah if I love You too much??
Is it wrong??

I can't help it to feel this way...
because I am so attached to You...
I need You more than the air I breath
I can't smile if I don't feel Your Greatness in me

Dear Allah....
If some one in love with a man,
they so proudly declare their love to the whole world!!
they will so excited to speak their feeling out loud...

but...
should I keep the urge inside my heart,
because the one I fall in love with is You???

if they could shout out loud about their love...why couldn't I???
just because the one I fall for is YOU...

Dear Allah....
You Have Promise me Heaven...
and my Heaven is Only YOU!!!

You warn me with Hell...
and my Hell is Without YOU!!!

Dear Allah...
My life is my devotion to You
My Heaven is You
My Hell is without You

am I being too much???

LAA ILLAAHA ILLAA ANTA SUBHANAKA INNII KUNTU MINAZZOOLIMIIN =)

4 comment:

muhammad mu'adz said...

IHFAZILLAA YAHFAZKA( JAGALAH ALLAH,ALLAH MENJAGAMU)

haniff said...

ermm..
ALLAH tests us often
with suffering and sorrow
He tests us not to punish us
but to help us meet tomorrow.

ALLAH knows what is best for us..

cekalkan hati dan teruskan bersemangat kerna itu adalah kita
dan ianya bukan pada org lain..

teruskan..dab istiqamah atas perbuatan baik yg hendak kita sampaikan itu..

ingatlah kata2 Saidina Abu bakar..

"Jadilah sepohon kayu lebat buahnya,
tumbuh ditepi jalan. Dilempar orang dengan batu,
tetapi dibalas dengan buah"---Saidina Abu Bakar...

cekal dan teguhkan..

insyaAllah ye..
cube ye..=D

senyum2 n ceria2 slalu..

izaryda yasin said...

lme x komen blog nyla..
heheheh~

btw..

ALLAH THE GREATEST..

;)

Na'ilah said...

to hanif : its very hard hanif..mmg kne btul2 kuat hadapi smue ni. syukran advise me.. i try my best.i.allah. =)

to mua'az : insyaAllah..i always.. thanx mua'az igtkan..

to izryda : ye iza..mmg lamo..hehe.dah kite dah jarang nak jumpe..=) ya..Allah is everything.. =)thanx iza.

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